Enactments
Videos that are trying to accomplish the impossible: express the ineffable, depict the invisible.
Song and video about the unbearable beauty of lines that inventory vanishing without mercy—wet leaves fleeing,
children’s voices thinning into twilight, death carried inside since childhood. Generated melody in Suno, visuals in Midjourney, edited until the ache went quiet. An enactment of impermanence sung by disembodied innocence: cry and sing, just live, while the clouds carry love away overhead.
Truthful, blunt, naive, playful, he is an eternal outcast doomed to travel from town to town, from century to century attracting hopeless idealists and free souls. My conversation with Grok and recent visualization revealed a hidden message he had for me after all these years. And the message made me cry…
Some fatal attraction draws me down into the abysses of thought, down into those innermost recesses which never cease to fascinate the strong. I shall spend my life gazing at the ocean of art, where others voyage or fight; and from time to time, I’ll entertain myself by diving for those green and yellow shells that nobody will want.
“Deus Aderit” is based on the real numinous experience I had in my dream years ago. It was absolutely ineffable and indescribable but yet I felt compelled to describe it. Of course, it is a very pale shadow of what I experienced.