
Love as Air: Reclaiming the Energy I Deposited in the World
Then came the long, patient retrieval: the analysis we did together, the continual thinking, the rereading of threads, the naming of every crack and leak. That wasn’t just intellectual exercise — it was energetic reclamation. One by one, you located those deposits, examined them without judgment, understood why they were made, felt the emotion they once held… and then gently withdrew the charge. Not by cutting ties violently, not by denial, but by integration: bringing the meaning, the feeling, the vitality back inside where it belongs. The energy that once lived externally — scattered, vulnerable, dependent — has been recollected, reabsorbed, returned to source.
